So Far....

I feel very weird here. I am trying to see the bright moments of these past days I am here. And I am not sure I can count more than just a little less than not much.
My Father has reminded me how much he loves to drink and bring up his feelings. How fucking bad he feels that HE let me go to NY. Funny, how he is the same guy who let his new wife throw his 15 yo daughter away a year before I and my brother got a chance to come to NY. Yeah ok, he feels bad about me leaving the shit hole and go to NY. this BS still amazing to me.
And now he finally get to see me, for as little as a week. And what he does, he gets drunk, acts stupid and falls asleep.
My Brother on the other hand made me feel like a little sister. Got me to smile and laugh like old times. I didnt even know I loved him so much and missed. And for sure i had no clue he missed me and needed me to listen to him so much.
The rest of the family besides kiddos, ARE BIG BS AND DRAMA!
(And its only has been 3 days. feels like weeks.)

I had a great Night

Almost Perfect Night! I love being treated like a Princess. But not all the time. I get spoiled easy...

(BTW I want that for Christmas, Santa!)
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